Tricia's Partial Mutterings

Random Thoughts

Do you ever get that weird feeling that you aren't you? This is going to be kinda hard for me to explain. I think I never notice it until I feel my true true self. Wow, this isn't going to make much sense, but it's my blog and I'll do what I want to... do what I want to... you would cry too if it happened to you... wait, what was I writing about again? Oh yes, the true self. Maybe I'll google that and see what I find, probably won't though. I also had this dream, well it was a either a dream or I was listening to my radio alarm or dazed out listening to the radio on my way to work, anyway, I don't know if this is real or not, but I swore I heard/dreamt somewhere that this kid got in trouble for wearing pink. They made him go change and he said, well Ryan Seacrest wears pink. Well then the next day like 300 kids wore some sort of pink to school the next day. That was the whole dream, so I think I heard it somewhere on the radio. Anyone want to do the leg work and confirm? Thanks I'd appriciate that.

Wow, this has really turned into one of my most random entries when I actually started it with a point. Back to my point. It's just odd, I mean when I am with certain people or in certain situations I think I act in one sort of manner. Now I do this subconsciously, but I can consciously not like my behavior. Still with me? Me either... well, it was just weird... the whole night I felt like me but then I got in my car and I drove very aggressively, to put it nicely, and it just felt so familiar. Now I don't really know what it reminded me of, but it put me in a place of ease. I felt like I knew myself for those brief moments. Eh... I don't think this came out in a way to portray it best to you, but I think I feel a little better. It's nice to just write about random thoughts.