Tricia's Partial Mutterings

Non-Stop and Drop

Drink with an old college friend at Oktoberfest + stay up until 4am + wake up at 8am + go on 4 mile hike = bad idea.

Well the hike was pretty fun even though I got A.D.D. half way into it. Everything was looking the same and it was pretty flat. I think the ride in was a little more exciting. We were off roading on one really bad road. It was fun on the way in, but HORRIBLE on the way out. Robert brought a nice picnic for us and everything so it was good to get some food in me. I need to get out like that more often. There were these mountian bikers on the trail too, that looked like a ton of fun. Anyone game for an easy mountain bike ride?

So I ended up going to bed at 7:30pm, and waking up with a horrible migrane at 11:30pm. I had a ton on my mind. I tried to brush it off, but I broke down, crawled out of bed and downstairs and took some medicine. I was breaking out in a sweat and couldn't get confortable and ended up vomitting, twice. It was really not much fun. I ended up curling in a ball downstairs on my mom's chair. It all went away rather quickly. I was really happy about that. So at about 1am I went back upstairs and curled up in another little ball and slept until my alarm went off at 7 something or other.

Man, I am going non-stop though. I'm going to end up breaking. I know it. I'm not taking care of myself and I think I'm just being stubborn. I still haven't been to the "new" office since everyone moved out of here. Even though we have had the lunch rotation twice over there, I just skip lunch. And it's not that I go out and find something else to eat, I just don't eat. Because I'm stubborn? What a great excuse to get dizzy and work 9-10 hours straight.

Wine Festival is this weekend. Afterward my job is going to do a complete 180. Who knows. I almost hope it does... but then again, I like what I do at the same time. I just want to go play with the kids more than I do at the moment. My phone at work just keeps ringing non-stop. Can't wait until it's over, but at the same time I am super nervous that the whole thing isn't going to pull together. Gar, the darn perfectionist in me!