Tricia's Partial Mutterings

Mind Loaded

One of those days today that is just like every other day, but really not. One of those days where I can't complain, but I can.

Eh, enough with being vague. Of course I will still be somewhat vague, that's just being Tricia. Today my heart breaks, on so many different levels. I think I had different friends go through different life heart aches all in one day. I definitely had the friend go through a ton of crap at work, to the point where career choices and direction are lingering as I type. I watched another friend as her heart dropped and she wanted to vomit to the sight of a lost love. Now I use the word love loosely. Why won't the men show interest after the initial interest? So I had career and love. No family issues. I did have a life issue though. Something so intense you are at a lost of words. Interesting enough the words we shared were skim to say the least, but I felt the pain and the helplessness. Was I understanding? I don't know. Will my friend be ok? I know it. But at the same time... I feel the hurt too. I do understand.

I'm rambling now. I wish I had the talents to write using the big words that pop into my head. Damn for my spelling.

I want you all to know... as I come to my next year of life, I love you. No more for tonight. My thoughts escape me and will be with me in my dreams.