I have so much to "think" on this subject, but nothing to say. I guess I would rather be in the dark than hear about faults. Whether they are my faults or my loved ones, I really don't want to know.
I don't think I'm going to update on my trip. If you want to know more details, ask me and I'll share. There are a few pictures out there and when I get the time to download them all and then reupload them to my gallery I'll let you know. Don't expect too much scenery pictures.
This weekend I went up to camp. I haven't been up there since October. Man, the place changes a tiny bit each time I go up there. They are building a bathroom off the dining hall. Promise lake looks like Honor lake more and more with all its green mossy stuff. Physically things change, but I can still fight back tears when I sing the Scherman Song. Silly I know, but that place represents a place of safety, freedom, self exploration, friends, laughs, memories, and a chance to talk to kids again. I really haven't laughed that hard in a while. This weekend I was full on Frisbee and had a joke or random comment for everything. :o) I want to go back up there for a summer, mainly for the diet and exercise. It's not my time though.
Work... I barely even want to mention work. I have a ton of projects lingering over my head. I'm the type of person that likes to complete a project and move on to the next one. It doesn't matter if I stay late to finish it one night and have nothing to do the next day. I like it done when I leave. I just hate having to rely on other people to get it done. Blah...
In my "real life" after my "real job" I have no clue what I have been up to. People ask me all the time about work and then they move on to my personal life and I am left speachless. Now I don't know how this can be because I can't remember the last time I saw Crystal or had a decent conversation with some of my closest friends. I had to go to camp just to see Rocket. My reality is in a little box. Where are you Tricia? I don't even know.
Hello from North Carolina! I don't have a whole lot of time to update at the moment, but I thought I would check in for those faithful readers that I might have. The weather finally got nice today and we got a chance to get out on the boat for a little joy ride before dinner. That was nice. Southern men are also nice. A lot of cute ones here to keep my eyes busy, even if I can't see them too far without my glasses. :o) Ok, enough for now.
I love catching up with people and actually getting away from the game of phone tag. Yesterday was like reunite with all those people you keep missing and it was odd because they all pretty much flowed into me. It just happened to be on the same day. Thought I would share with you all. Eck, playing phone tag at least since her birthday on the 24th. Jaclyn, well not playing phone tag, but I hadn't talked to her in a month and a half maybe. Jeannine, for at least two weeks. Mags, haven't talked to that girl on the phone since... maybe July? Erika, playing phone tag for at least a month and a half, maybe even two. And then John, who we have been missing each other for at least three of four weeks.
Now for the life thought I suppose... why can you keep in contact with some people and talk like you saw each other yesterday, and then not be able to talk to someone you lived with for years? How can time change what you used to have? Blah... It's not that I hate being out of the loop, it's just that I hate being forgotten.